Revelations and Realizations

-

Life can’t be more stressful than what it is right now.  Anyway, having spent a couple of months all by myself, I have some huge confessions to make. The biggest I believe is, your life is what you choose it to be. Nobody likes to invite troubles and there are some fools who walk into them.

Whilst, revelations evolved, realizations followed and I am a changed man altogether. These were times of true test of strengths and capabilities. If I could hold on to myself without reaching that level of insanity, I would be safe enough to be exposed to the society. And well, to my surprise I nailed it. Just to clarify, my insanity levels fell short of a few clicks resuming me back to that sane category. No matter how crazy I may have been, I continue to be a social animal. A sigh or relief – I care the least.

Speaking of which, I rather like to talk less now. The blabber in me has some how gone lazy. A realization - I don’t always have to put my thoughts across. It is okay to give things a passé. A revelation – this makes me less emotional about my subject, and lesser prone to futile arguments. Good, if you think so.  Well, in some ways it has in general dropped down my emotional quotient, which seems to be perturbing me. I like to be emotional. It allows me bond with others. I would now put myself as undomesticated. Liberated, I can be, but free I am not sure.

I can’t change myself in and out. I can be transformed but I cannot rewrite my past. And why would I, if it has been educational enough. Neither would I want to forget it. Then what about those delusions I have been living with. Realization, yet again. When facts came face to face with me, it challenged me so much that I am more head strong than ever before. Revelation, with inner strength comes a deeper fear of falling altogether. It makes you sulk; it makes you get on your nerves. Either ways, it makes you fragile. You cannot fight your own shadow. Doldrums persist!

Beauty is mesmerizing; beauty is when someone is smiling with an innocent heart. All kids are beautiful, they are pure at heart. Adults are beguilers. They trick you in their words of wisdom and fool you for their words worth nothing. A realization of living a simple life with a few scars than marks of hatred is a learning this revelation has had upon me. Intelligentsia is a pretty simple law and I stand by it. You never need to prove it; the nescient would be reckless and refined would be enchanted. Looks matter when you know exactly what you are looking at. It’s incorporeal!

"Me, I'm dishonest, and you can always trust a dishonest man to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you have to watch out for." – Johny Depp. Some borrowed words of prudence, very suitable revelations and realizations hidden in them.

All in all, I may have learnt things a little slower than the rest, I had my own logics to purport; nevertheless, I am glad I am there!


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Someone Just So Special!!!

-
You say you like someone, then you say you have crush on someone, and then there are some whom you just like all the time of your life but they are not your crush, not your beloved, neither your best friends. During the journey of life, we keep bumping into people of all sorts, style, manner, genre and psyche. We befriend some; we fall in love with a few and some just go by as “Wow! I like him” and then you forget them the next day. There is one more classification. There are some people you simply like throughout your life without much expectations. This liking is so mutual, you are utterly comfortable with this person, you enjoy talking, sharing; you build a great level of trust with each other; and things never change between you two. There is an unambiguous alliance, based on trust, care, admiration, and respect, that institutes a mutual affinity which continues forever. You get into relationships, you break off, you make new friends, you party with your childhood best friends, ...
Read more

Equal and Dignified

-
Equality- what exactly do we mean when we say we are equal. I suppose it is just that there is no bar to measure the others status, right or opportunity. When we say we women are equal to men, what do we intend to refer. Is it the prowess and potential of cerebral competence or the reference to the daily chores where we try to satisfy random egos in a hustle and bustle? My idea of equality has always been a free will to express your thoughts, take a stand of your own action, being independent of the biases. But when I hear people talking of comparisons on imprudent issues such as; if a man can go on a field trip so can a woman, if mothers have to stay home to look after the baby, why don’t the fathers do the same; it makes me rethink that its not just the stand of a man or a woman, we have very conveniently reiterated equality to settle our frustrated thoughts into mind boggling issues. I felt being a hypocrite when once a friend of mine refused to tip the waiter saying girls are not...
Read more

The pArt of Living Nonsense

-
The title itself may provoke numerous minds, but that’s the whole idea behind writing this post. To awaken those who are still sleeping with imposed facts shielding their thoughts. We were young enough when we first heard about these famous saints who brought the concept of living with the power of smiles. Though blasphemous it appeared, it did manage to gather a million blind followers. No fear keeps me away from criticizing it for I strongly feel against it. The whole concept is to pretend that nothing wrong can happen, maintain your positivity and just turn a deaf ear to you problems. They will either shun by themselves or give up under the power of your so called positivism. Psychologists suggest that optimism does bring about a change in a person’s perception. But this theory of achieving harmony with an exaggerated version of pretentious optimism eventually makes you so hollow that you stop defining your own instincts and powers. For all I ask here is how can you really over...
Read more